I really should reconsider writing a blog entry at 1 in the morning, not because it fails to make sense, but sometimes if I am tired enough I completely go off of the original point.
In "Companion vs Self" I was discussing the fact that I had extra tickets to events, and that perhaps that wasn't always the wisest move. The main point for me is that I got way into the mindset that when I go to events, I go with someone, so I end up buying two tickets to things. I shouldn't be that way. At this point, it is perfectly acceptable to go to some events alone and I should remember that and only buy one ticket.
Maybe that's why I haven't stayed single for long. I sabotage myself because for some things I expect to go with someone instead of by myself. No more, I am breaking that habit. I will take more consideration into an event and connclude if its fine to go it alone or take a friend.